CoWcOw LoVeS SiNgiNg AnD hEr DeStiNy

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Happy 3rd Anniversary Precious (: 070607 (:

Before a met him, he sent me an sms which says this:

Happy 3rd year Anniversary Lao Po... Its a tough time going through it. Having bees somewhere, character issue, your poly life, Tekong BMT, Navy Imos NOP, FCTU 1 week confinement.. Lots of sailing be it day or night.. Duty here and there.. During work times limited sms.. And lastly 1 big boulder for us to carry before we can strive for a better future... Even going through all these and knowing there's more yet to come for the future, you still choose to stay by my side and support me. To me, you are the best girl i can ever find... And hope all these stay as what they suppose to be and stronger... Last but not least... Wishing you all the best for your uni starting in Aug and hope you can do real well for it.

Best Wishes, Darwin your beloved Lao Gong.

WOW!! i see this msg when i going to alight at Serangoon. I was like just looking e msg at a fast speed cuz was going to alight and the peak hour train are really packed. i know my eyes was like going to tear soon.. heh! but i know its supposed to be a happy day right?? I think there was a climax to start of.. To let me read and be sad and something was going to happen later.

He actually surprise me with a teddy bear and distracted me. And gave me flowers.. WEE!! only special occasions then he gives me flowers. So its something to be Qi Dai about and to be really appreciative.

Did i mention that he is the first boyfriend that give me real flowers and its roses?? Other than those who wanted me as a girlfriend and use flowers to capture my heart during secondary school days.. HAHAHA! It didn't work out though. I am not touched somehow.. I wonder why. Perhaps there was no feeling for the guy in the first place.. I wonder why when guys give girls flower is always in a paper bag.. they super pai seh to hold.. HAHAHAHA!!

The flowers are better than the first time he gave me on our 2nd Anniversary... I feel i am such a easily contented girl. HAHAHA! compared to my colleague at work. Well, i think anything your boyfriend does for u, comes from the sincere heart. So sure happy ma.. HEE HEE!! So Xin Fu (:

But i know the road ahead is unpredictable. Well.. The promise of 7 June 2014 hopefully still stands. Finance is an issue somehow. Well, i do not wish to use my parents money somehow. Its not a good thing though. They have paid for my school fees yet asking them to fork out for my marriage? A little impossible and they have to save for retirement age now. (:

I might not be the best girlfriend somehow.. Maybe there are better girls out there? You'll never know somehow. No one will say they are the best girlfriend. Because i believe everyone has flaws.. its whether we can accept the flaws and change them perhaps??

But i really feel my boyfriend is the best person i can ever find. No one has ever been so concern about my well being other than my parents. Compared to my ex, seriously cannot compare. Really! I sense the true love. I know christians are supposed to marry christians. My church friends have told me because it is not of the same yolk. My cousins, friends, parents have also told me. Well, i seriously cant find a christian guy who is as good as him? Cant be because of religion then i break off right? Its so impossible. I am not a girl like this.

Thanks Jacqueline for your well wishes for us. Appreciate it ALOT! (:

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH PRECIOUS (:

moo.oink.baaa
10:43 AM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

I feel blessed to have a whole group of MOH working colleagues who are so FUN to be with.

And friends that are always there for me (:

Feel so blessed.

5th June, i would be going down to a music school to have a free trial for audition. OH WAIT! just to let you know, i am not signing any contract or what so ever. I would want feedbacks from professional instructors from the music school if i am even fit to become a singer next time. But its definitely not being like singer like kelly or stefanie. I think the industry for singers are never gonna last unless you think of going overseas to publicize your cds like lin jun jie. He is somehow the person i look up to. So talented and his songs are so nice. Perhaps just being in the field of my own passion and singing to persue it. I never like to be popular and becoming a model and everyone in Singapore knows me. I rather show my talents inwardly to people i know (: I think i will never have the guts to stand on stage and sing to 1000 people. My heart will literally be detached from my body. LOLOL!!

So i hope that it would be a good experience for me to sing in front of the instructors on 5th June. I am actually interested to go for singing lessons but not to the extend of being popular and everyone knows my name in Singapore. I would like some privacy of my everyday life somehow. (:

Singing had been my passion. Anything that comes to singing and going with one group of friends for K makes me anticipate for the day to come. (: I will feel so energized suddenly even the tiredness of my body.

I am going to sing and sing for God's Glory and not for the fame. (:

moo.oink.baaa
11:31 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am overjoyed that i got a diploma.

I almost cried when Ms Oh hugged me. But i know its time to rejoice and forget the past (:

Those who know how much i have suffered through my year in poly yet putting on the smile on my face is really difficult. Being the 'Little Miss Sunshine' in my friend's perspective is really sometimes difficult.

Thanking people is never enough. Diploma in Business Informatics is really really hard to get. With the workload we have is really really difficult.

I am now holding a diploma. I really really feel very blessed.

I am blessed with so many nice lecturers who told me i DID it (: They know how i feel and they even know what happen with my classmates etc. Though i never tell them but i think they just shared among themselves.

Being in that class made me realize who are the friends u can mix with and friends who are just hi and bye. I did not manage to take a photo with kai xin and hasz together. But i took with hasz.. Felt quite happy (: As well as Kang qi. Though we have bad bloods in the class, but i know you did cared for me and darwin. Whichever the reason was, it all OVER. (: All the best in yr uni life.

I am blessed with DBI 0707, 0705 and 0706. You are my CLASSMATES in poly. Really. Who projects dun quarrel? Dun quarrel is really something wrong. HAHAHA.. esp people working with me must take my stress level. Cuz when i want things done by a certain date, it must be done. If not, i get angry. HAHAHAHA.. cuz in the working world, it works the same way. You promise your upper level that you will get something done within a certain date, it better be done. If not, the chain of anger goes down the line.

Efficiency would not be there. So, i think dun be in my group better. less stress.. LOLOL.. anyway, my university does not need to work in groups! THANK GOD! i dun need to think of groupings, who to group with etc. I dun like the grouping up always. Hmmm.. I love studying by myself, learn things by myself and ask lecturers for help, Study with friends when we encounter problems, study by myself when exams draw nearer. I prefer the 'O Level' style. (: YES! I am gonna enjoy life in the university. I HOPE (:

I have been wanting to get into that course. Its because of some reasons that i could not get in and my GPA as well. I cant get into local uni. :( nevermind. I tell myself that does not mean you are in local uni means you are so GOOD! Cuz i believe that there are other talents that people in the the industry and Singapore does not see in those other uni. I rather work my way up the climb up slowly. Its ok to be slow. Along the way, i learn.

Everyday is a learning journey for me. I learn to be more mature and i know how to think. (:

I am very blessed to have darwin as my bf (: without him, i think my life is in the mess. My parents too!! My cousins and loved ones too.

I am also very blessed to have sec school good friends, chalet clique, MOH clique and friends that i have known very well.

You made my life to what it is now.

Thanks! and thank God for what he has done in my life (:

moo.oink.baaa
8:12 AM

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

In the Month of june, i will be helping my supervisor to do a gantt chart through microsoft project and also to do a backend application for my ease of my work

I feel so fustrated looking and scrolling down the excel sheet which 10001 stuff to do. I really mean 100000. Look at the 000000 hahahahahaha!!! me and rydrlin eyes are going to POP out scrolling up and down, left to right.

I have been using windows application for the past 2 semesters. Its time to put everything to good use. My supervisor say ' I want to see what you have done for YOG in your IT project before' see what we can do to improvise it. I was like HUH?? serious ah?

But i was the one who proposed the backend application. So i shall do it (:

I am now given a project for 1 month to come out with the application and every data must be keyed in accurately.

If it is possible, they are able to put on the website and others can use the system as well.. and it can be used internally. They shall pay me to maintain the system.

Me and a malay IT guy quite good friends. 'GOOD' friend. cuz hor. my laptop and accessories keep spoiling, i dunno how many times i go up to the IT helpdesk to ask for replacement and they take super long to get it done. the photocopy machine always spoil.. URGHHH! so annoying.. HAHAHA..

But overall working experience is GOOD (: i like (:

Everything also use excel excel excel. Then they super pian zian. perm staff use 07. then temp staff use 03??zzzz.. time to be like a student to bring laptop from home to 'school' and back home AGAIN.

I would be working and studying in the university (: good time for me to earn my working experience and slowly climb up.

I know God has a plan for me. I will go according to his plan.

AMEN (:

moo.oink.baaa
8:40 AM

Monday, May 17, 2010

Its been 2 months since i have worked in MOH. Never regret to be in this work place. I love to plan events. Therefore, i believe it is the right job for me. I never taught it was a cup of tea and the type of work i want to work in

Though it is very tough sometimes but i am going to work hard for the future. I am saving up right now for my marriage. Sounds far but it isn't.

So sweetttt for dear to even think what birthday gift to get me for my 21st Birthday (: and we even think of where to hold it etc... Thanks People.

Chalet Clique!! no clique can replace the clique i have formed. Thanks for being there for me when i feel down. (: no one can replace this clique of mine. Definitely.

I am so happy that i got into the university. Excited to meet new friends though i already know many people in the same course as me.

I thank God for Shi Ning , Xina and Rydrlin. We form a clique in MOH (: Really treasure their friendship very much. HAHAHA (: They are pretty in my eyes. hahaha. (: i prefer to look at girls than guys though (: i seldom comment that guys are handsome. cuz looks for guys are not important. Its the heart (:

I love my bf's smile. Very Nice (:

Going K with my MOH clique. The 4 musketeers (:

moo.oink.baaa
5:12 PM